Kerri Talks

I’m losing everyone, one by one they drift away to greener pastures with barely a whispered goodbye,
While I’m left to pick up the pieces of a broken dream, sweep up the shards of what could have been perfect,
Bleak nights have been spent pondering this cruel mystery-the merciless act of a damaged society,
I’m losing everyone, they leave, they go, people graffiti works of art for the thrill of the chase,
But I’ve given up chasing.

I’m losing myself, someone I thought I knew, believed in, trusted, now less of friend; more of a foe,
My emotions conflict like a political riot; like a carnival; a carasol of senses whirling in my mind,
I don’t know who I am anymore, what I am, why I am, am I supposed to be a hero, save the world in a single move,
I’m losing myself in obsessive fantasy worlds like a cop chasing the harsh evil criminal of reality,
But I’ve given up chasing.

Its got to be THE crappiest poem i have ever written but i cba so this will do
TBH ive given up chasing. officially. atm ts just me against the world and the world is winning
as you can guess im having a crap week, im in a crap mood and ive had enough